Wednesday, 30 March 2016

Rasa

Sedikit tentang rasa.
Ada rasa yang selalu menderu.
Meminta tuk diserukan, mencari jawaban dan maknanya
namun, apa daya..
tak semua yang kurasa mampu tuk kusampaikan.
kadang aku bertanya-tanya
apakah perasaan ini sudah sembuh dari lukanya?

I wanna tell you I'm not okay, but I remain silent instead..
I wanna ask you to stay, but I go away instead..
I wanna tell you how i feel, but I'm still a coward, like all the time...
cause I've felt what i feel this time
cause I've broken few times before when I've braved myself enough to feel what I feel today
though, It feels so good to have someone I can rely on
though, It feels so good to have someone I can share anything with
though, It feels so good to be loved
though, It feels so good, to finally feeling 'home' again
but that is also so scary for me.
so I remain silent.
maybe i'm just scare or tired to trust again
maybe I just won't losing someone again
so I'm just waiting right now.
cause I believe, time has a special way to show me what really matters, eventually.
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