Been through hard days. Been knocked down. Been deep fallen in failed.
Can't accept the failure that actually caused by my own self. Got depression, and feels like the world is never fair toward me. Now, i'm awaken. Life needs go on. Yes, life is hard. No one says that it was easy, Rizka. Believe that everything will be worth it in the end. Be husnudzon always to Allah SWT, maybe when you get something hard, Allah just testing you, are you deserve to get something more? Just that. Let's start a new day! Make a positive feeling so it'll give you a positive thinking, Bismillah ya shoohibun.. :)
Keep your dreams alive. Understand to achieve anything, requires faith and believe in yourself. Vision, dedication, and work hard. Remember, things are possible, to those, who believe.