Seeking

Friends are the most treasure you could find in this world. Cheapest medicine that you could get to heal any sickness that you could get in this world, your agony, your pain, your hurt, your sadness, your loneliness, your failure, and else. They are best entertainer that you could ask for cheering your mood up. They are most  psychologist that you could ask how to solve your problems. They are most faithful diary that won't get tired to hear any of your stories.. Most of all, friends are ones that you should keep forever in your life. Because they're worth keeping, if they truly love you as a friend, they won't ever really leave you no matter annoy and mess you could be.. You know? The moment you get them, is gonna be a happiest lifetime you could have, indeed. :)

And, I never imagined.. how's my life would be, without their existence. And lately.. i feel like i miss all of my best friend, like, yup i  have friends, but they ain't knowing me, like my friends do.. They ain't do crazy things with me, they won't. It's like, we are different. And me? Like, eh? I was someone that can't be faking up into something that I don't like... I feel a bit lonely, to realize that i don't have that ones that i could tell my problems up to.. I scare, if i tell them any of my stories, it will be really annoying, no sense, and not important for them. So, i keep all my stories myself. Though, i really want any of them would hear this, and shared my excitement and sadness together.. 

I really thankful to Allah to send me every nice people to my life and make them stay until now.

My mom, my dad, my little sister, my grandmum, my brother, they're most faithful friends that i could have. My friends, yupp, to anyone that consider me as their friend. Hello, you know i love you all so much, really. Thanks for staying in my life though i was this boring.. ugly, careless, stupid, mess, clumsy, annoying.. Thanks for every single word that you said in order to make me happy.. x) {}
Seriously, Thank you for anyone that consider me as a friend of your life.. Sorry for all bad things that i've ever done to you, you know whaaaat? I miss you this baaaaaaaad all.. I feels like everything has changed, so does myself. Feels like I can't be who I used to be, without you all. and somehow I'm just so alone recently. Huhuuuuuu :'(

Wait for this time :)

“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”
 - Bob Marley

Big Cola

Hari ini, seorang temanku, sang lelaki korea, alias Reggy, datang ke sekola dengan membawa sebotol big cola yang amat besar (kayaak tabung pemadam kebakaran yang di mall-mall ituloo). Ketika hari menjelang siang, big cola nya mulai muter di kelas, wkwkw, dimintai gitu kan. Sementara yang lain mintain isinya, aku iseng minta ke Reggy, botolnya ajaa, buat percobaan fisika gitu =)) Tapi terus gakboleh =))

Beberapa saat kemudian, setelah bel pergantian pelajaran, aku main-main ke bangku zona degradasi. Waktu itu, selain Reggy, juga ada Winned sama Anthony..
A : Regg, mintak poo (nunjuk big cola)
R : Emoook, emook cil. (salah paham, dikira aku  mau minta botolnya lagi --)
W : He, Ojok ngono a, iku boloku (njipik big colanya Reggy sambil di peluk)
A : Oalah, uda gak boleh di mintak a ?
R : Oalaah, mintak mimiknya ta ? Oalah iyo
W : (Menyodorkan big colanya padaku)
A : Ayoo nedddd! bersulang!
W : Ayo cil
A : (menuangkan big cola ke tutup botol nyanya)
W : (mengacungkan gelasnya padaku)
A : (ngisi gelasnya Winned)
R : Lhe cil ! kakehen Winned iku
A : Ayo Ned cepet-cepetan ngabisin iyo
W : Iyowes ayoooooooooooooo!
A : Mulai yooo
A&W: (bersulang) MULAI!

Tebak! Apa yang terjadi selanjutnya =))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Sumpah. Iki hal tercegek yang kualami di hari Jumat ini huakakakak, kan udah ya aku sama Winned bersulang. Lhaah, big cola yang mau tak minum iku mek sedikit, setutup botol minuman, yah kayak takeran beras gitulah kira2 ukurannya. Sedangkan, big colanya Winned itu tak tuang separuh gelas es teh yang dijual di kantin, lakya aku puede banget pasti menang se.

Pas itu, gelasku uda nempel di mulut, eeeeeee terus aku ngeliat, Winned iku ambil sedotan, wes kempot, dari gelas di depannya, mau di gawe cepet2an emik big cola =)))))))))) Embo kenapa, tapi bagiku iku luwucuuu dan nyuegeki banget, Aku iku mbuatin Winned iki lhooo, lakyo jelas kalah se, westa sedotannya iku kueeempooote poool, =)))))) tapi lhoooooo akhirnya opo-opoan, saking aku sibuk cegek dan nggegek disikan, bbbfffwwwhahhahaa, gak mandek2 sisan ngakakku, sumpah gak isok muandek, blas, sisan Reggy ikut2 ngguyu=)) ndelok kekuplak'ane Winned =)) Yowes, tapilooo big colanya yang suda tersalurkan ke dalam perutku iku, jek duikiiit pwollll, wes nyobak kape minum maneh, malah nyaris tak sumberno sisanya, saking luwucu e=)), dan akhirnya, pas aku gabisa berenti ngakak sampek suwuwuuuuuuwi, eeeeeeeeeeeeee big colanya winned wis disikan habis bbbwwwfffhahahaaaa =)))))))))))))))))))

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Pelajaran hari ini:
1. Jangan meremehkan hal-hal yang terlihat remeh dari luarnya =))
2. Jangan terlalu percaya diri terhadap hal-hal yang kamu yakini
3. Ketawa berlebihan itu tidak baik
4. Barang jelek bukan berarti gabisa dimanfaatkan lagi
5. Jangan berbuat curang =)))
6. Keep kwampung & stay kuplak, biar hidup lebih berwarna ;-)