A hectic week

My life this week in black & white

Hey blog... I guess this is the place where I end up when I reach my lowest point. Sorry, blog... that's why you're rather gloomy and mellow-drama lately hehehe but I tend to seek for relieve by writing here only or mostly when I get stuck, sad, tired, or terribly bored.

Look, I don't mean to complain, I think Allah has always been soo good to me. I know many people will switch place with where I am now. But there's always this one point when you're not satisfied, and that's what makes us human, right?

But, I must admit it, that this week was one of those tiring weeks ever. Due to many things that I should have done in 7 days. Not only consumed my thoughts but also lots of my energies.

Reversing time back into 7 days ago, after cycling  in the morning, I was getting an accident near my house. I fall and got some wound, gladly it wasn't that bad. Monday to Friday, I never got home earlier than 9-10PM, I drove to here and there.. I ran for this and that.. And plus.. My school's stuffs. Task, exam, etc. Which are never stop coming and coming like the water flows.. 

And, it's Sunday, which means tomorrow is already monday again. Like, "hheu.."  I know, I better take a rest or doing my homework or read some books instead of grumbling here, but i just feel like, I need a little escape now.. I've been going to a bookstore yesterday, but it doesn't help much. I still feel need sort of a little pause, such as have a school's day off, or going to somewhere, or simply writing here, maybe?

But then, I was companying my mom and my grammy to fresh market yesterday. In there i found how life was so opposite between one person to another, including me. And I should be thankful to Allah for His blessing.. I should reminding myself however I'm in bad condition that there're still many people out there who's in worse condition than me..  and my life that I have doesn't that hard to compare with theirs.

This's part of my journey to be someone who i wish i eventually turned out in the future. And I should fight for it. This's the war that never going to stop between me and my own self. I may feeling this in one time, but i must not let it control me all the time. Being a moody person is really a bad thing..hzz :''|

That is a video which's a compilation of videos that I took during this week when I was going to many places. I collage it into one and give it a soundtrack. That's the song that I mostly listening to lately.  KITA BISA by RAN ft. Tulus, it's a beautiful song, right? :)

Teman Hidup

 

lagi seneng banget nih, tadi baru aja dapet telpon dari temen. Demi apa kaget banget, lagi enak-enak ndengerin lagu, nyaris ga nyadar kalo ada telpon masuk, heran juga tadi kok ada suara yang ga nyambung dari lagunya, eh ternyata hape uda kedap kedip. Lebih kaget lagi pas mbaca nama yang nelpon "Redi sipil" :O Pas aku angkattttt, langsung

"ACIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIL"

gilak gilak rame banget, guys kalian kaya gatau aja aku ini anak melankolis :') :') Gampang terharu :')

Entah niatnya apa, bikin iri ato gimana, tapi mesti sukses ngunyu :') Ga jarang juga mereka nelpon aku, ketika hapeku nyambung ke speakernya mobil,dan di mobil itu ada ayah, mama, mas, adek, hahaaha bener-bener ya :) 

Suayang wes sama kalian

Makasi banyak temen2, mesti baik sama acil, despite so many of my flaws :')

Terimakasi sudah selalu dukung acil buat jadi baik dan baik. Ngingetin acil untuk ga poker'an. Nyemangatin acil waktu kemarin acil njemput hidayah buat pake rok, selalu ngerti betapa perfeksionisnya aku kalo lagi ngerjain tugas (meskipun srg juga ngebully-,-), selalu ada biar kita rajin bareng-bareng, pinter bareng-bareng... Jangan bosen-bosen ya sama aku... Plis jangan!! :<

Kemarin juga, adelzy :'')

Padahal niatnya cuman bercanda, ternyata sungguhan dateng ke rumah, terus kita berenang, terus ternyata baju renangnya adel ga lengkap, tapi adele dengan baiknya tetep nemenin dan nungguin aku berenang! Selalu pek adele ini, baiknya ekkssstrim, i nya 1000x!! :') terus abis renang kita mamam, sambil cerita-cerita.

You're my number 1 inspiration!

Hmmmmmm... I found some couple sketches that I made, long time ago. I also read some of my old drafts. Then It made me realize jussssssst how productive I could be when I...have someone who inspire me. I can draw, I can sing, i can make a handy craft, i write poems, i write stories, simply because I have someone that can be a character inside my imagination. And i think i like it ;)

You know, I portrait how world will be so much prettier, easier, and other better things when we could simply inspire each other. When we share positive vibes each other. HA HA HA  like when we're falling in love, maybe? HA HA HA we all know how people say that love is blind. yes, you only see the good things from someone that you fall in love with, no matter how actually bad are they, but they just look ok for you ;)

Katanya RAN siiiihhhh

".....Tunjukkanlah rasa cintamu,

 coba buat mereka tahu, 

betapa indahnya dunia,

 bila engkau sedang jatuh cintaaa....."

It's not always means love to someone. Love is an universal thing. Maybe loving our job. Maybe loving what's we're currently studying, maybe loving our friends then we plan to do something positive together,  maybe loving our religion, our Allah, and there're still so many things that we can fall in love with which means there're so many things that can inspire us to do something good ! <3

“You might feel worthless toone person, but you are
priceless to another.”