Be Ready for AEC 2015 !

During the holiday, I spent a lot of my time in home, so my routine to read the newspaper is also back. Most time while reading a newspaper, i only read the highlight, the article which's also provided with an image, or something that really catch my attention, because I think, something that colorless is just not quite interesting to read, haha.

But, last time, i found a good article. It was an opinion from the writer about the President's election- which is one of the candidate who lost the election, ask for repetition to Mahkamah Konstitusi Indonesia. In the last part of this article, which said something close to this (sorry, I could not find the newspaper),

"..instead of making fuss about comparisons of election results, which will be splurging money, time, effort again. It's better to receive the results and accept who is the chosen president now. Anyway, if we want to save or make Indonesia as the number one country, we must not be as a President, right? Thus a successful entrepreneur, or being clever students who win at international level, or being a citizen of Indonesia which have the same mindset to build a better Indonesia, can also help our Country being the number one. Now, there is a more important issues that heading ahead us. Indonesia's government better immediately prepare itself for ASEAN Community 2015, which is already right in sight. "

Right in that time, I said like, "NHAAHH NHAAHHH." I just can't not agree anymore. I've been spending a month in home and have my reading newspaper's routine back, but I hardly found any article which specially talk about AEC issue.. I think, Indonesian needs to know more about AEC 2015 because, when this gate of economic community finally opened, the wave of trade whether trade of goods/worker/etc will freely happening in our country.

In my opinion, AEC 2015 will  give a positive impacts if we all have been made a good preparation and fully ready to face it. Such as, our country has a good infrastructure and our country has a high quality human resources. So, as the participant we can take an advantage of it, and not being fooled/disadvantaged from this system. Imagine, when people from other ASEAN countries come to our country, then they do have a higher grade/ability than our citizens, so they're appreciated in our country, they become a leader, they opened many companies, they permanently run a business in here. It's a bad idea. We're only being a servant in our OWN country when we supposed to be THE KING here. And there's a BIG probability of that to be happened in this free economic community, if we all not well-prepared.

Don't you think, It is a serious matter, guys? For me, it's yes.

Sometimes, Indonesia's people are to concern with their internal issues- we keep criticizing about this and that, but we are not give and make any solution, and then we forget that there are another challenge of time that will keep coming toward us.. :)

We should  take more care about it, as a student, we can make a little preparation at least for ourself.
Such as;

• keep improving our foreign language skill, 
• make good grades in every subject, 
• keep update to the latest issue that happens near us, 
• have a wide social community, 
• surround yourself with positive people,
• etc.

Still curious about AEC 2015? Just Google it, guys! Do find more and more about it yah! And also spend your time to watch this video too, okey? :)

Dear Allah,

made it this afternoon

".......
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing You again oh no
Once again
......"

hmm, have you ever felt like...somehow - you're far from Allah? Iyaa, Allah itu emang selalu ada dan memantau kita dari Arsy-Nya. Tapi, kitanya gitu yang lagi ngejauh dari-Nya. I've felt it, many times.  Dan ketika kondisi seperti itu datang, rasanya seperti ada bagian dari dalam diri saya yang kurang. Seperti apa yang sedang sayajalanin itu kurang bermakna, kurang berbobot, kurang berlandasan, dan sama sekali tidak bertujuan. And it doesn't feel good at all..

Saya juga gaktau kenapa this kind of situation masih bisa datang, padahal saya tau sendiri kalo saya sedang berada pada situasi seperti ini, itu akan membuat saya merasa gak benar, sedih, dan paint a deeply hole dalam hati saya. It impacts me a lot, sort of:

•  ibadah saya kurang berkualitas. Sudah sholat, doa, mengaji, dan setelahnya, yaudah bless... balik lagi ngerasa, awang-awang
•  apa yang saya kerjain itu, gatau mau diarahkan kemana. Seperti, iya saya tau, saya habis ini harus ngerjakan tugas, makan, tidur, pergi, dan lain-lain. Tetapi dalam benak saya, saya bertanya-tanya, "ini buat apa sih sebenernya?" 
•  saya merasa menjadi manusia paling berdosa,tapi saya gak mau melakukan perbaikan untuk hal itu. Tetep aja, ibadah saya jalanin sekedar sarana untuk nggugurin kewajiban. 
•  dan masih banyak hal mengganjal lain yang bikin saya trapped dalam keadaan emosional yang kurang baik. Uring-uringan, diem, atau melongo aja.  padahal sebenernya saya cuman lagi ngerasain lelah sama ramainya dunia.

Dan sadly, setiap bulan saya harus mengalami fase ini. Since, I'm already baligh. I should through a period when i can't connect with Allah intensely. Ibadahku menjadi terbatas. Dan akhirnya, poin pertama yang aku ceritakan terjadi dan terulang kembali dalam diri saya :-(

Ya saya sendiri sangat menyadari kalo saya ini masih jauh dari kata baik dan sempurna. karena, memang kan kesempurnaan hanya milik Allah SWT seorang. Dan ya seperti ini lah.. saya juga bisa tergoda dengan buaian dan keindahan dunia yang padahal sifatnya hanyalah ilusi dan sementara. Menomor sekiankan kepentingan agama dibawah kepentingan lain.

Menurut saya, memang kesadaran akan pentingnya untuk "berkoneksi" dengan Sang Pencipta itu timbul dari dorongan naluri dalam diri kita sendiri, kalau ya memang kita butuh Dia untuk menunjukkan mana yang benar dan mana yang salah. kalau ya memang kita butuh uluran tangan-Nya untuk dapat menjalani hidup kita dengan baik. Dan membangun koneksi itu kadang bukanlah hal yang mudah ketika kita sudah terpaut dengan jarak. dianalogikan sebuah koneksi (sinyal) hape, ketika kita sedang berada jauh dari pancaran sinyal tentu sinyal kita akan menjadi lemah, buruk, atau malah  tiada kan? namun berbeda lagi apabila kita berada didekat kawasan pancaran sumber sinyalnya, tentu status sinyal di hape kita akan menjadi bagus dan kecepatan koneksinya menjadi cepat. Dan menurut saya seperti itu juga sistim kerja koneksi kita dengan Tuhan kita.

Bila kita sudah berada dekat dengan Sumber kita, tentu kita akan merasakan betapa cepat sinyalnya dapat dimanfaatkan. Ketenangan, kualitas ibadah dan lain-lain. Oleh karena itulah, kita harus memaintain koneksi itu agar selalu baik.. dengan tidak meninggalkan ibadah yang Allah perintahkan kepada kita.

Dari sebuah tulisan yang pernah saya baca.
"Ketika kita berjalan untuk mendekatkan diri kepada Allah, maka Allah akan berlari untuk mendekati kita" Subhanallah, in shaa Allah, aamiin

and yes, God, I'm missing You again.

You're my number 1 inspiration!

Hmmmmmm... I found some couple sketches that I made, long time ago. I also read some of my old drafts. Then It made me realize jussssssst how productive I could be when I...have someone who inspire me. I can draw, I can sing, i can make a handy craft, i write poems, i write stories, simply because I have someone that can be a character inside my imagination. And i think i like it ;)

You know, I portrait how world will be so much prettier, easier, and other better things when we could simply inspire each other. When we share positive vibes each other. HA HA HA  like when we're falling in love, maybe? HA HA HA we all know how people say that love is blind. yes, you only see the good things from someone that you fall in love with, no matter how actually bad are they, but they just look ok for you ;)

Katanya RAN siiiihhhh

".....Tunjukkanlah rasa cintamu,

 coba buat mereka tahu, 

betapa indahnya dunia,

 bila engkau sedang jatuh cintaaa....."

It's not always means love to someone. Love is an universal thing. Maybe loving our job. Maybe loving what's we're currently studying, maybe loving our friends then we plan to do something positive together,  maybe loving our religion, our Allah, and there're still so many things that we can fall in love with which means there're so many things that can inspire us to do something good ! <3

“You might feel worthless toone person, but you are
priceless to another.”