26.12.14

My first 160km!



Heeeyyy blog! I'm back again! hehehehehe
Yesterday, I had a short trip to Batu with my family ((i know, maybe I supposed to just move to Malang, because I'm going there too often hahaha)), but NO! It was a different trip :p Guess what? I'm the one who ride the car there! wkww. Unbelievable! There was no my dad either my brother. I went there only with my mom, grandmom, and lil sis. Pheww! Luckily we arrived there and back to Surabaya safely :) Alhamdulillah. And.. we also got a surprise when we arrived there.. yepp, finally we met daddy >< after months, guys! I  already miss him so bad. So, my dad haven't pick my mum's calls up since last Wednesday. But suddenly, at Thursday night he told us to pick him up at Malang.. Yey, finally we were united! And we stayed at Batu for a day.. :)

The second day, I only had a culinary trip at Malang, as usual, I asked for Bakso Bakar Pahlawan hehehehe, by the way, Mas fatan, my cousin  from Tangerang, was also joined us! Was one fine day with my family then it was raining and the clock showed 4PM! :') Which also means.. it's time to go home..

See you again, all! Goodluck at our last battle in this semester yha! And goodluck too for my daddy. I will always send you my best prayer from Surabaya, dad. See you soon insyaAllah :)

11.12.14

Perahu kertas


Lagi random bgt deh.. gabisa tidur.. dan akhirnya ngeliatin rak buku.. iseng-iseng buka novel-novel yang uda lama ga tersentuh, dan waktu aku bukain satu-satu, weh! pada berjamur bercak-bercak gitu! apalagi ini!

oiya, kalo orang tanya/minta rekomendasi novel ke aku

pasti aku bakal bilang "Apa ya? aku sih sukanya Perahu Kertas"

Gatau aku suka aja sama ceritanya. Ngena aja gitu. Ceritanya ngalir dan realistis. Aku suka ceritanya Kugy sama Keenaan, yang ngejar mimpi, yang diem-diem ternyata punya perasaan yang kuat gitu, bukan karena kisah cinta yang unyu-unyu dan romantis, tapi emang karena ada sesuatu dr mereka berdua yang "klik", yang bisa mendukung satu sama lain.. mengisi satu sama lain.. menginspirasi satu sama lain.. dan terbiasa dengan itu semua.

Dan menurut aku... that's how love simply works, in reality.

"Saya belajar dari kisah hidup seseorang. Hati tidak pernah memilih. Hati dipilih, jadi kalau Keenan bilang, Keenan telah memilih saya, selamanya Keenan tidak akan pernah tulus mencintai saya. Karena hati tidak perlu memilih. Ia selalu tahu kemana harus berlabuh."

Keren ya? :)

3.12.14

November

beautiful scenery at Paralayang and Pantai Gua Cina

Hey blog..
finally i got a free time for awhile, at least it's still 4 hours until i need to do something again. so, I want to fulfill my promise to someone that asked me at ask.fm hehe..

yes, I've been being so busy lately.. my academic and non academic's activities, both kept me running, mostly at this November. I even never spent my weekend at home! So these are what I did last month.. (especially at the weekend)
1) Done one of training's following event at my campus.
2) Done one of my task, went out with friends, slept over at her house, then the next day I went to Car free day, and played basketball.
3) Went to support my major KJI team at Malang
4) Had RAKER and watched Maliq.
and at the weekdays, I had a super tiring school's days because I got such a much tasks, a heavy series of practices, lot of evaluations, and another activities.

It can be a super long story if I should write every detail that happened to me, so I will just tell you the highlight part of it ;-) okey?

So, the training's following event that I've done was called TD Pusaka. I was being an OC in there. Like usual, I need to prepare things that needed, wake up earlier, etc. But the good news is I did it with my other 50+25 friends :) So, the tiredness were paid back by having a good time with them! :) Btw, from that activity, me and my friends have new toy to play, it's called "Break claps". It's a series of clapping hand with different patterns from 1 to 7, and it's challenging because it has a nice and engrossed sounds. Beside that, me and Vio was taught (not-so) privately by someone that I can't tell the name. :p

The next weekend, I had an even crazier days! It happened when my friends, Vio and Bibib asked to finish our Mektek Task together. actually, we supposed to do it at KFC Kertajaya with Hisyam, but suddenly these two girls popped front of my house, and all the plans were changed. At the end, we've done it at my house while eating an ice cream that we bought earlier :) But not so long after we started to do our homework.. we got bored.. and had an idea to go to Sutos instead hahaha! So.. yeah there we go.. SUTOS at 10 P.M!

Guess what we did in there? Yes, after goofing around for couple times, enter the stationery's store, watching people eating, then we end up by entering the cinema, buying the popcorn. And... only...watching.. trailer of films! :p

our sleepy faces
at 12 PM we went back, I had a sleepover at Vio's. It was raining on that day.. and suddenly omik answered my message, so we were chatting for awhile, but he's on busy mode that early morning so I decided joining Vio to sleep hihi. The next morning, Bibib picked me and Vio up! We went to help Icak vend at Car Free Day Darmo. Me and Vio bought socks in there! It was only 5000 and we got two pairs of it! :D So cheap huh, after tired walking around in there, finally we found Icak. Then we bought many foods, yeah! I ate up 1 portion of fried rice and 2 portions of grilled meatballs. Hweheheheehhhhh, so full! :)

After had my stomach full, we went to Basketball court at ITS Sukolilo. yeah, I played for some minutes in there :)) only randomly running with my shoes off.. and it felt hot! I also played free throw ball with Bibib and Vio. So, we had terms that before we throw the ball we should shout the name of someone that disturbing our mind hahahaha. So.. when I got my 3rd turned, I shout Tommy's name. "Ini buaaaaaaat omiiiiik" then I throw the ball, and dang! it was goal! :p But when I told him this story, he said that it was dramatic --" *sobs* yeah.. that's how I ended my crazy 2nd weekend! Woho!

Well..now we got on the 3rd weekend part. It will take too much words to describe the happiness of my 3rd weekend's journey. Maybe, these videos and pictures below would tell you better :)


failed video =))

 
better one =))

our happy faces! finally, beach!


This journey was especially dedicated for our friend Tiara who needs a refreshment because of something :) I hope you won't ever be sad again! After supporting our major's team at KJI and KBGI events, we made our own holiday! Yes, we spent 3 days and 2 nights at Batu-Malang. I was so happy that days, I met some of my high school's friends too in there, they were Hendro, Devy, and Nanda. It was good to feel the nice and cold weather of Batu-Malang (again).. having jokes with friends.. spent the night together.. at Alun-alun, at the car along the journey, etc. Being with the ones you loved and love you, always good, right? :) 

Thanks for the great holiday! As always.. Looking forward for the next! yeyy yeyy

Finally.... I reach the last part! It's my 4th weekend!
So, I have a new activity, I got accepted for being a staff at BEM FTSP, I'm at Communication and Information Department. I dont know how.. but I really liked my job.. It's like I'm not doing anything, because everything that I gotta do.. were my hobbies! Writing.. capturing moments.. editing photos. :) I know, Allah always knows the best. right? alhamdulillah. What's more exciting about it? I met many new friends in there. Hopefully I can get along well with them.. do every of my tasks in here well too.. and be consistent aamiin! 

last day activity.. after sitting for hours in 3 days! hoaam

after finished the raker sessions. Bibib and Vio (again) picked me up! Because we need to catch our interview test at chemical engineering building. Hehe, it was my first time went there, seriously guys after a year! ckckckck. Well.. if you 're going to ask me how was the test going?.. you better not :-) Maybe vio and bibib would answer it better (because they found something interesting in there..hahahaa).

at east coast

After we've done the interview sessions, we went to mosque and had a long chat in there. and at 8PM we went eating at East Coast, and as the closing part of this year's November! We watched Maliq D' Essentials! Woo! I thought, it was a great performance by them, because it has been awhile since the last time I watched a music concert..hehe.. by the way.. have i tell you that Bibib had her birthday on that 30th November? kindly shout "Happy birthday Bibib" yaa! And also don't forget to wish her the best wishes :)

So..that's how my November went.. see you folks! tasks are already waiting for me! bye

27.10.14

Wind, sky, and you


Hey, blog! I'm back again! :)
Last Saturday and Sunday, me and my other four friends just had a short holiday to Malang :) Well, actually we supposed to look for villa for our major's event next month in there.. But beside that, we took our times and had fun instead. :-p

So, we went there from Surabaya at 11a.m on Saturday morning, actually it supposed to be at 5a.m, but because of my sudden event, we couldn't make it, and end up went there at 11a.m. The traffic was kinda crowded that day, it took 6hours for us to arrive at Malang, and.. luckily the weather was not so hot, it was kinda gloomy, even we wished that it will rain, but it wasn't. We sang a lot at car, talking this and that.. you know, heart's problems =)) took photos, made video, slept, ate, and so many else. 

Finally, at 17.17 we arrived at Egar's house. Placed at Jalan Sulfat, Malang, it has a super cozy environment, also the weather, it was cool, kinda windy, and the grey sky, made it feel perfect! After entering the house, Egar's mom was greeting us, and let us cleaning our self. The girls were sleeping at Egar's room which all is colored blue (and i think, omik would love it) then the boys were sleeping at Egar's sister's room which dominated with pink, hahahaha. After had some rest, Egar's parents invited us to have a dinner outside and we ate Sop Ayam! Which made us so full at a blink of eye! Ugh, but it was a delicious choice in that kind of weather, thank you so much om dan tante for the foods heheh! :)

the way our horizons meet..

After done eating, Me, bibib, temon, icak, palom were going to Payung. (Egar couldn't join us because he was sick), We seek for that famous starry night Batu's view in there~ Though the traffic was kinda jam.. we still enjoy our trip.. and finally arrived there. After moved from one place to another because of so many reasons, we could finally decide a place and delivered some foods! Like, milk, bread toast, and grilled corn. I enjoy gazing at the night's view.. though it's kinda cold, i felt happiness running through my veins, and made me feel warmer within myself. You know.. as I passed every way into there, I saw many old films playing in my mind, like.. every place has its own memory at my heart.. and i missed them all. But now, 3 years after that, i have my new journey with new people, making new stories all over again, and i figure out how fast times are. :) After enough enjoying the night, we back to Egar's house, and arrived there at 11.54 pm. Soon, after we entered the house, 3 people were directly pray Isya, and the left 2 were busy took out their stomach's contents wkwkwk, soon then we slept !

The 2nd daay, we went to Cuban Rondo Waterfall. Honestly, that was my first time going there =)) Like usual, we took photos, entered the pond, and the water was supppeerrr cold =)) From Cuban Rondo, we had lunch with Egar, Jija, Dzul, and Egar's brother at Waroeng Bamboe. Was a cozy restaurant with good concept. Lastly, we went to find the villa, haha!

Around 5 pm, we had our way to go back to Surabaya. Not doing much in the car, because everyone was already tired. (feeling sorry for Temon because he couldn't take a rest as long as the journey like we do). Was another great journey with friends :) and my personal companion who company me even when it was only through the phone, haha! looking forward for the next. Hopefully soon yah! Thanks everybody.

18.10.14

Happiness comes from within!



"See? You choose your own fulfillment, so basically, if you want contentment, go reach your own fulfillment, or just stay in simplicity, naivety, and humility. At the end, you’re the only one who holds full responsibility of your contentment, either for the capacity or the achievement"
di suatu pagi, hendak mengerjakan tugas EkoTek.

17.10.14

Main air !

Jumat pagi selalu identik dengan main air !

Semester 3 ini. wihhh! Kuliahnya hemm kerasa kuliah banget! Dulu waktu SMA, guru olahragaku, Pak Dicky, sering cerita-cerita, terus kasih intermezzo gitu, katanya kalo di ITS itu tugasnya buwanyaakk, sampek-sampek mahasiswanya bikin singkatan gitu, ITS -> Isok Turu Sangar. ITS -> Istirahat Tidak Sempat. wahahaha dan ternyata aku masuk ITS dan ternyata beneran pek, sampek waktu semester 2 kemarin aku dilematis sama yang namanya tidur ! Bingung antara harus tidur sama "haruskah tidur" aneh banget kan tuh.. padahal kan tidur enak bingits :-(

Tapi disamping capek-capeknya, sebenernya kuliah semester 3 sampai minggu ke 6 ini menurutku seru! Soalnya beda banget sama di tahun pertama kemarin. Kan masih kayak yang dasar-dasar banget, kalo sekarang uda mulai banyak kayak..e gimana sih kalo di lapangan nantik. Apalagi kelasku di ajarin sama beberapa dosen yang sebelumnya belum pernah ngisi di kelas, dan beliau-beliau ini udah ahli di lapangan gitu.. jadi lebih tertantang. Uda mulai ada keinginan, kayak pengen konsentrasi kemana gitu.. dan sampai sekarang ini, aku agak tertarik sama.. ilmu beton, ilmu tanah, sama manajemen konstruksi.. Berat sih emang kuliah, tugas-tugasnya, evaluasinya, yang sering banget bertabrakan, numpuk-numpuk, dan ga ilok banget :-(

Aku pernah lagi sharing sama mbak sepupuku, yang orangnya tuh, keren banget! One of my role model lah, kita tuh sama-sama cucu cewek tertua di keluarga, terus dulu mba nya juga alumni spensa, alumni smada, terus alumni ITS juga, dan skrg lagi dpt scholarship S2 di London. Keren abis! Waktu itu aku pernah cerita, aku takut, kenapa sampe sekarang kayak aku blm nemu passionku, kayak masih abu-abu sebenernya aku itu cocoknya dimana sih, ahli nya dimana sih, bakal bisa perform maksimal dimana sih, takut dan takut, terus mba diz bilang sama aku kayak gini,

"Proses belajar itu ada 3 riz,
Ketika kamu dapet atau kamu lagi belajar sesuatu, terus kamu ngerasa, 'Oh ini ta? ini aku mah udah tau dan uda bisa', itu berarti kamu lagi ada di tingkat belajar paling bawah, paling dasar.
Terus kalo kamu belajar lagi dan kamu ngerasa, 'loh gimana tuh ya? tadi gimana sih? yang bagian A ini gimana?', itu berarti kamu uda naik satu tingkat lagi dari tingkat sebelumnya
Dan ketika kamu belajar, terus kamu ngerasa, "Duh aku bodoh banget ya, gatau deh tadi itu semua apaan", ketika kamu ngerasa gabisa apa-apa, kamu ada di fase belajar paling tinggi.

Belajar itu proses dari tidak tau menjadi tau kan. Sekali lagi itu proses, bukan sesuatu yang instan."

Aku seneng banget! Sekarang kayak sudah dapet gambaran pengen kemana! Kayak kalo waktu aku duduk di kelas 6SD aku bikin goal harus bisa lanjutin ke SMPN 1. Terus waktu duduk di kelas 9SMP aku bikin goal bisa lanjutin ke SMAN komplek. Terus waktu duduk  di kelas 12SMA bikin goal bisa lanjutin ke Sipil dan Perencanaan, gitu deh.

"Karena yang berat itu bukan memilih, namun bertahan pada pilihan"
Bismillahirohmanirrohim! Allahuma yassir wala tu' asir! Semoga bisa semangat terus! Pasti bisa! Pasti bisa! Makasih ya yang sudah menularkan rajin-rajinnya ke padaku! It means a lot! :D

13.9.14

Today's advice :)

Habis iseng-iseng buka pertanyaan di ask fm, ada yang kasih link where the planet blablabla gitudeh, terus aku coba click. Haha, quite interesting sih, dan I got an inspirational advice from there which said, "Do one thing every day that scares you."

Kinda feels lucky to read that advice, soalnya ini lagi banyak banget kerjaan, tugas-tugas, padahal, ini baru seminggu pertama kuliah. Oke gppa, yuk semangat :)
Karena, almost a month ga nulis di blog ini, mungkin aku bakal review aja hal-hal berkesan yang aku alamin akhir-akhir kemaren, which's so many actually :)

Firstly, akhirnya GERIGI 2014 telah terselenggara dengan sukses. Bukan bagian penting sih, aku jadi OC Acara gitu kemarin, yg bertugas buat memfasilitasi adek-adeknya dan Cak Ning kami selama GERIGI berlangsung, to be detailed, aku punya tugas seperti, nganterin adeknya kalo butuh ke KM, bantuin cak ning absensi dan check list kelengkapan, bikin berita acara, jagain tas, semangatin para maba selama kegiatan, ambil maeman, nemenin sholat, time keeper in rundownnya, dll yang kondisional. Capek tapi nyenengin banget. Knapa? soalnya aku bisa kenal sama orang-orang baru di GERIGI ini. Gaada satupun temen teritori ku yang berasal dari jurusan yang sama. Dan luckily cak ning dan teman-teman OCku orang-orangnya friendly banget, though kita jarang banget internalisasi, tapi waktu acara berjalan, alhamdulillah kita bisa kerja sama dengan baik :)

Aku kenalin yaa sama teman-teman OCku, ada Azka, dia adalah koordinator OC teritori 14, ada Frikha, Titing, Ipeh, Rere, Rara, Rika, Standley, Masita, Lola, Moy, Hana, Edwin, Dira, Dini, Ali, Ryan, Dimas, Widi, dann partner satu sukuku Yupa which stands for Yudha si partner, hahaha, Banyak kaan? :p


Jadi keinget waktu pertama kalinya rapat OC Acara, ada salah satu anak yang ngajuin pertanyaan, yah intinya nanyakin gitu, sebenernya output yang dipingin dari Gerigi buat maba 2014 itu kaya gimana? masa iya mereka semua bisa terintegralistik hanya dalam waktu 3 hari? gitudeh. Terus, OC inti nya jelasin, sebenernya misi integralistik yang dibawa sama acara Gerigi itu bukan buat maba nya loh. Tapi justru buat kitanya, si panitia, biar bisa terintegralistik, Bisa kerja sama buat nyambut maba ITS walopun kita dari jurusan yang beda-beda. Ga peduli, jaket hima kita warnanya apa, tapi kita bisa bersinkronisasi jadi satu.

Keren banget kan? Yea.

Waktu kemarin, aku paling akrab sama Dini, Yupa, Dimas, dan Titing. Soalnya kalo Dini itu kita udah kenal dari WP, anaknya kalem-kalem gimana gitu, terus sukanya sms nanyakin aku dateng apa ga rapat, akhirnya seringnya kontakan sama dia deh, wkwk. Kalo Titing, duh Titing adalah salah satu contoh kalo dunia itu sempit. Jadi, ternyata Titing adalah temannya temanku yang juga kenal sama temanku yang lain jadi banyak teman diantara kita yang saling berteman. Nahlo bingung kan? Dan Titing itu anaknya rame banget. Aku pernah bingung nyarii kosannya Titing, tapi skrg udah afal dong. Kalo Yupa, yakan Yupa temen partner satu suku, jd kita harus akrab doong, udah gitu pas kenalan pertama, Yupa itu remarkable bgt soalnya kalo cerita suka pake kata "anu.." Njowo nya kentel tenan, asli SalaTiga. Nah kalo Dimas ini.. haha sebenernya awalnya ga akrab-akrab banget, yg paling tak inget itu, pas lagi internalisasi, kan disuru ngenalin diri sambil cerita kesibukannya kita gitu kan, terus Dimas itu bilangnya "Kesibukan?...emm standart" =)) Udah gitu, ternyata si Dimas itu temennya omik, terus pas cerita ke omik, omik panggilnya Ainun gitu kan, terus akunya ikut2an, dan mesti dimarahi sm dee. "Ainun ainun. Jenengku sopo sek? Dimas Ainun" Ampun dim....

Heran juga se, padahal sbnrnya g pernah omong2an sama Ainun, tapi pas mau ada gladi bersih itu Ainun lak duduk sebelahku. Terus aku mbatin sesuatu, tapi krn aku kepoan, akhrnya tak tanyakin. Berhubung aku malu, aku tanyanya tak ketik di hape gtu
"Km temennya tommy?"
"Ya"
=)) terus akhrnya kemriyek dewe. Lhah, kan si Yupa sm Dini itu pernah tak ceritain, waktu aku lihat omik di rakom, mana omik ga ngaku kalo itu emg dia, tapi aku ceritanya pake nama samaran. "sebut aja Sri" aku bilang gitu. Dan akhrnya Yupa ikut2an kemriyek =)) Terus selama gladi resik mereka itu annoying pol pek-_- Sukanya mbully in
"Mana sri? Mana Sri? Mana Sri?" Yupa nanya gitu diulang ulang berkali kali. aku jadi bingung, yang pacarnya Sri itu aku ta Yupa hahaha. Habis itu, Ainunnya nyanyiin lagu, "ndang balioooooooo sriiiiiiiiiiiiiii" Wkwkwk. Dan masih banyak lagi guyonan, bullyan, dan keresekan mereka lainnya. Kangen cyaak

Habisnya Gerigi. Dilanjutkan dengan 6 hari OK2BK jurusan. Capek dan kadang bosenin se, tapi beneran seneng pol jadi panitia, kerasa makin akrab sama temen-temen DS34 dan kakak-kakak DS33. SERUUU pek. Kalo udah selese OK2BK gitu, ruang audit selalu berubah fungsi jadi tempat karaoke. Emang semuanya punya bakat terpendam kok haha. Kalo nganggur, foto-foto, ikut-ikut ambil konsumsi, mainan monopoli sama poker, yang kalah, maem satu sendok nasi, itu kalo konsumsinya kebanyakan se. Apalagi ya? Oyaa pernah pas itu kan hari kelima, uda pada kelaperan, padahal katanya mau ada persiapan buat outbond hari terakhir, terus aku, bibib, belgis, sama temon, kan mau beli semangka, nah sekalian beli maeman. Akhirnya kita pun menggalak dana, amazing banget, kita bisa dapet Rp 71.500 dalam waktu beberapa menit =)) Kita pun memesan satu porsi martabak dan dua porsi terang bulan. Jadi..  udah aku lagi galau banget kan, Jumat-jumat sendu di depan hollane. Tapi akhrnya enggak kok :p Soalnya kita nyanyi nyanyi bersama yey :D


Ga kerasa banget euy, udah setahun jadi mahasiswa. Setiap ngikutin kegiatan maba, kita semua selalu bilang "Yaampun, kayaknya baru kemaren ya jadi gitu.. Ternyata udah setahun." Kemarin waktu ngawal adek-adek ke Dies Natalies, setahun lalu kita yang ada ditengah-tengah waktu nyaris ricuh sm FTK =)) Peek keinget banget cowok-cowoknya yg bilang "lindungi ceweknyaa lindungi ceweknyaa. cewek di tengah cewek ditengah" njir alay banget. tapi kemarin, kita yang disuru Pak Bambang, "ayo yang senior disebelah adek-adeknya." :')

Seminggu masa orientasi pun selesai. Masa perkuliahan di semester 3 pun dimulai. Berharap yang terbaik karena, semester ini aku ngambil 24 SKS ditambah beberapa tugas non akademis. Semoga lancar dan dimudahkan terus deh sama Allah SWT. Allahuma yassir wala tu' assir. Aamiin :)

Balik lagi, ke tulisan di awal tadi, "Do one thing every day that scares you."
Itulah yang aku sedang kerjakan sekarang. Semua amanah, semua tugas, actually adalah hal yang menakutkan buat aku, takut dalam artian, setiap kali aku punya suatu hal yang aku kerjakan pasti terbesit "Bisa nggak ya aku?" gitu. Tapi, sebenernya itu semua kembali ke niat dan komitmen sih. Kmrn, aku kan nungguin omik di perpus sendirian, bingung sih mau ngapain, omik nya gabales bales pula, akhrnya aku keluarin catetan-catetan selama kuliah seminggu kmrn.  Dan, tebak apa? Dalam waktu sejam lebih, semua catetan itu udah tersalin dengan rapi. Aku jadi ambil hikmah, ternyata, aku ini harus bener-bener ilangin malesku, ilangin kebiasaan menunda nunda pekerjaanku, hm!

Wah sebulan kurang ini banyak banget deh ceritanya! :)
Makasih ya semuanya, dari kalian lah aku belajar, kalian yang menginspirasiku. Alhamdulillah.

13.8.14

Be Ready for AEC 2015 !


During the holiday, I spent a lot of my time in home, so my routine to read the newspaper is also back. Most time while reading a newspaper, i only read the highlight, the article which's also provided with an image, or something that really catch my attention, because I think, something that colorless is just not quite interesting to read, haha.

But, last time, i found a good article. It was an opinion from the writer about the President's election- which is one of the candidate who lost the election, ask for repetition to Mahkamah Konstitusi Indonesia. In the last part of this article, which said something close to this (sorry, I could not find the newspaper),

"..instead of making fuss about comparisons of election results, which will be splurging money, time, effort again. It's better to receive the results and accept who is the chosen president now. Anyway, if we want to save or make Indonesia as the number one country, we must not be as a President, right? Thus a successful entrepreneur, or being clever students who win at international level, or being a citizen of Indonesia which have the same mindset to build a better Indonesia, can also help our Country being the number one. Now, there is a more important issues that heading ahead us. Indonesia's government better immediately prepare itself for ASEAN Community 2015, which is already right in sight. "

Right in that time, I said like, "NHAAHH NHAAHHH." I just can't not agree anymore. I've been spending a month in home and have my reading newspaper's routine back, but I hardly found any article which specially talk about AEC issue.. I think, Indonesian needs to know more about AEC 2015 because, when this gate of economic community finally opened, the wave of trade whether trade of goods/worker/etc will freely happening in our country.

In my opinion, AEC 2015 will  give a positive impacts if we all have been made a good preparation and fully ready to face it. Such as, our country has a good infrastructure and our country has a high quality human resources. So, as the participant we can take an advantage of it, and not being fooled/disadvantaged from this system. Imagine, when people from other ASEAN countries come to our country, then they do have a higher grade/ability than our citizens, so they're appreciated in our country, they become a leader, they opened many companies, they permanently run a business in here. It's a bad idea. We're only being a servant in our OWN country when we supposed to be THE KING here. And there's a BIG probability of that to be happened in this free economic community, if we all not well-prepared.

Don't you think, It is a serious matter, guys? For me, it's yes.

Sometimes, Indonesia's people are to concern with their internal issues- we keep criticizing about this and that, but we are not give and make any solution, and then we forget that there are another challenge of time that will keep coming toward us.. :)

We should  take more care about it, as a student, we can make a little preparation at least for ourself.
Such as;
  • keep improving our foreign language skill, 
  • make good grades in every subject, 
  • keep update to the latest issue that happens near us, 
  • have a wide social community, 
  • surround yourself with positive people,
  • etc.
Still curious about AEC 2015? Just Google it, guys! Do find more and more about it yah! And also spend your time to watch this video too, okey? :)

4.8.14

A week of blessing!

Hey, peeps.. How's your day?  It's already a week after Idul Fitri. Sorry for the late saying, but Taqoballahu Minna Wa Minkum. Taqobal ya Kariim. Mohon Maaf Lahir dan Batin yaa.
We're started from 0-0 again, okay? :p

I'm going to post some about my recent activities in this Ramadhan 1435 H. Well, actually I wasn't doing so much things, Me and my family only stayed at Surabaya this year, because of my grammy just got sick for a month, so all of my mother's siblings asked my family to not go anywhere. Hehehe, maaf curhat. So, to kill the boredom, my family just looked for something refreshing near Surabaya. We were going out to have a dinner, or going out to try new highway, or having a windows shopping at mall, or simply just watching television and get my house cleaned together. I think, after all, it was still perfectly fun to be stay at home for almost 2 months, as long as there're the loved ones. hahaha i'm totally that type of a-home-person

Here, I give you hints of my Ramadhan's activities back then, yeay X)

After praying Eid
Alhamdulillah, this year I could follow praying Eid with my complete family. Actually we planned to pray outside of our neighborhood, but sadly, just like what we guess, we could not wake up earlier that day =)) So at the end, my family decided to pray in mosque near my house.. wkwk. After praying, some of my neighbor came to house, and we did Halal Bi Halal. Also there were some of our relatives too.. And this year, fortunately, whoaa I still got THR nih.. hehe.. :p 

Trying new highway
I think the new highway which already opened in gate Gempol-Pandaan, it is supposed as the part of Surabaya-Mojokerto Highway, was good enough. I was amazed while crossing it. They were many crossing line, between one and another one direction. We could also see some tunnels in every some mile. WIKA seemly used new method that earlier used in developed countries such us Japan and America in building a highway in this project, which utilizing the free-vertical-area construction. Maybe, it is not as beautiful as Bali Mandara Highway, but I think it deserves for two thumbs up! :) 

In my perspective, the government of Indonesia should, very needed, and MUST held many construction in this field. Infrastructure was a very important point to increase the living's point in a country. By a good infrastructure there will be a massive movement that can be done by the population, include to make a living or to transport thing for one place to another place. By a good infrastructure, especially the transportation, i believe, the rest development (like building, home, entertainment's place) will also follows to growth. 

Fingers crossed aja lah for the new government that will start to work in the next three months!
Okay, next!

Pick and do groceries with mom and gramma
Company mom and grammom to have groceries means having a tiring day. Since I am as the youngest person there, I have the responsibility to carry and take care of the goods as long as we're shopping, hahaha. Running here and running there with some plastic bag in my hand at a really crowded place.. was another kind of physical exercise's times for me.. :') KURUS KURUS KURUS!!! wkwkwk


do cooking! :p
The next activity is do cooking! Lately, I almost always being left by my mom and daddy and it's ended by me get starving alone at home, huhuhu. So when the Magribh came up, I waited for my mom and dad to come home and brought me some food.. either I would not have eaten at all. Because of that, I prepared myself some easy and instant ingredients to cook at home, such as this spaghetti teheee. So I do not need to worry again, whether my parents will come home late or not :p It was a good time with stove, pan, and spatula.  That's I provide you the tutorial :p :p :p And this below one is how it turned out! Awwweeee, come to mama food! X)

Hmm delicious spaghetti ala Chef Rizka ~ yeeah

Ramadhan 1435 H may ends, but the challenge of being a better person actually just started. So, let's do better in worshiping Allah ya.. Semoga Allah terus bimbing kita di jalan yang benar. Bismillahirohmanirohim. Semoga masih bisa berjumpa dalam Ramadhan berikut-berikutnya.. lengkap dengan orang yang kita sayang ya. Aamiin. Selamat beraktivitas kembali X)

26.7.14

The Air of Freedom


Menurutku, menulis itu adalah udara bebas. Sebuah sarana mengekspresikan apa yang ada di diri kita. cerita masa lalu, angan-angan, isi hati, pengalaman, pemikiran, pendapat, hal yang menyenangkan, hal menyedihkan, apapun, apapun, kamu bisa menulisnya. 

Mengapa aku mengatakan begitu? Bagaimana dengan apabila kita menulis dengan kata-kata buruk, atau yang bisa menyakitkan orang lain, ato mungkin melanggar peraturan? Kembali lagi, itu sih terserah kepada si penulis kan. Kalo memang dia ingin menulis sesuatu yang blak-blak an, no sensor, dengan kata-kata kasar, ya nanti sang penulis lah yang akan menanggung akibat dari pilihannya itu kan.

Apapun yang hendak kita tulis, itu adalah kebebasan kita. Kita sebagai penulis. Dan menurutku itulah keasyikan dari menulis, you don't need anyone's approval, you just write what you want to write, you just write what you want to relieve, you just write what your heart's says. :)

Literally, ada satu hal lagi yang gak bisa dipisahkan dari menulis, ini juga merupakan salah satu kegiatan favoritku. Tahu kan apa? Yep, benar sekali- membaca. Secara nggak sadar, sehari-hari aku tidak pernah terlepas dari kegiatan ini. Dan aku yakin, kalian yang kehidupannya sudah berada di garis kelayakan, pasti juga mengalami hal yang sama denganku. Setiap hari, kalian pasti akan membaca sesuatu, misalnya, ketika kalian membuka akun sosial kalian, banyak hal yang sudah kita baca, mungkin ungkapan hati akun yang kita ikuti, mungkin fakta-fakta, mungkin update'an berita, ya kan? :) Akupun sama.

Sama seperti menulis, membaca juga merupakan sebuah udara kebebasan. Sebagai pembaca, kita bisa bebas memilih apa yang ingin kita baca. Kita males baca ini, sukanya baca topik yang itu. Kita gak suka tulisannya orang A, tapi ngefans berat sama tulisannya orang B. Kita nggak bisa baca tulisan yang pake bahasa ini, kita bisanya bahasa itu. As a reader, you hold your own choice for what you want to read. :)

Kadang sebagai pelajar, kita terlalu muluk berbicara tentang kebebasan. Kita mudah benci dengan peraturan lembaga tempat kita menempa ilmu, yang terlalu mengekang, terlalu memberatkan, terlalu akademis, terlalu padat jadwal, dan lain-lain. Akupun tidak menyalahkan pandangan itu, karena stigmaku pada sistem pendidikan yang sekarang pun juga tak jauh dari itu.

Tetapi, kapan hari, aku membuka sebuah link, yang berisi tentang lukisan yang diinterpretasikan oleh seorang pengamat lukisan. Akupun cukup takjub ketika membacanya. Mungkin, kalau misal aku melihat gambar-gambar itu tanpa adanya tulisan-tulisan tersebut, aku sangat yakin, pemikiranku tidak akan sampai kesitu. 
Dari gambar itu, timbul pertanyaan dari dalam diri.

Pendidikan. Harusnya mampu mencerdaskan peserta didiknya, memberi ladang kebebasan untuk mengekspresikan pemikiran, menguji kompetensi. Mampu berdiri diatas kakinya sendiri, sebagai individu, mengapa? Karena kita sudah berpendidikan, beredukasi.

Tetapi bagaimana fakta yang ada sekarang?

Konon, siswa ataupun mahasiswa sekarang, khususnya Indonesia, bukannya menjadi sosok yang independen, justru malah dicemari menjadi generasi yang suka mencontek, suka plagiat, suka bolos, suka membelot, bangga menjadi pelanggar, dan lain-lain. Menurutku, pendidikan kini- justru menjadi subjek yang membodohi objeknya. Sistem pendidikan kini lah yang mendorong objeknya menjadi memiliki mental-mental seperti itu. Karena, sistem yang ada sekarang, menanamkan, nilai lebih penting daripada pemahaman. Kejujuran tidak dihargai. Yang memiliki nilai, tanpa memedulikan bagaimana cara mendapatkannya, yang akan menang, daripada mereka yang memahami. Sungguh sangat disayangkan.

Apa sih yang aku ingin bilang disini?

Hmm lebih tepatnya, aku sekarang sedang mengajak kita semua, untuk bertanya, terlebih kedalam diri kita masing-masing. Harusnya pendidikan adalah yang membuat orang mampu berdiri diatas kakinya sendiri, lalu bebas, ingin melangkahkannya kemana. Bukan malah menjadi penekan kebebasan seseorang. Membatasi ruang fikir kita hanya pada sebatas ukuran nilai dan kertas-kertas ujian, tugas, laporan nilai, peraturan. Dan berujung, kita melakukan itu semua, karena keterpaksaan. Bukan kebutuhan.

Masih terpatri dibenakku ketika aku masih duduk di bangku Sekolah Dasar. Orang tua, bapak, dan ibu guruku kala itu sering mengingatkan kami bahwa sebagai siswa, tugas utama kami adalah belajar. Dan kegiatan belajar ku dulu hanya dapat dipenuhi dengan kegiatan membaca ataupun menulis, karena Teknologi belum secanggih sekarang. Tapi, justru di waktu dulu lah aku menemukan nikmat menjadi pelajar. Ketika rasa ingin tahu, mencambuk sebagai rangsangan ingin menjadi seseorang yang rajin dan pandai. Aku belajar karena aku merasa butuh, aku ingin bisa membaca lebih, dan aku juga ingin menulis banyak hal darinya. Seperti itu.

Aku rasa, budaya itulah, yang kini sudah runtuh. Kita menyepelekan membaca dan menulis, kita sering melakukannya tanpa menghayati sisi utamanya. Aku punya contoh nyata, yang sering aku sebagai individu alamin,

"Kamu ga nyatet?"
"Enggak udah aku foto kok."
"Yaudah aku nanti nyalin ya."

"Kamu ga ndengerin?"
"Nggak, nanti aku baca di rumah aja"

Dan akhirnya jam pembelajaran pun menjadi tidak efektif. Dan yang ada, justru hanyalah rasa malas yang kian menumpuk.

Sekarang aku baru sadar, ketika aku merasa kebebasanku banyak terenggut dari pendidikan yang aku jalani, mungkin aku sendiri yang perlu melakukan instropeksi, karena sepertinya akulah yang sudah melalaikan beberapa hal.

Tenyata, selama ini aku sedang lupa, kalau aku sudah diberi kebebasan. 
Ya, kebebasan untuk membaca dan menulis.

Hal dasar selamanya akan selalu dipakai, berhubungan, dan seterusnya berguna. Sama seperti, penambahan, pengurangan, pembagian, perkalian dalam Matematika yang seterusnya akan terpakai ketika kita belajar Matematika. Sama seperti, a i u e o ba bi bu be bo dalam Bahasa Indonesia, yang seterusnya akan terpakai ketika kini pun kita berbicara ataupun membaca. Membaca dan menulis adalah hal dasar yang seterusnya harus kita pakai, kita hubungkan, dan kita gunakan dalam belajar, menempuh pendidikan, ataupun hidup kita seterusnya. Karena, hidup adalah sebuah pembelajaran, karena hidup adalah sebuah cerita yang kita tulis, lalu kita baca esoknya, supaya kita belajar menjadi lebih baik, terus dan terus seperti itu. Dari menulis, kita membagi 1001 hidup, dan dari membaca kita menghidupi 1001 kehidupan. Sungguh, hal yang sangat kaya, bukan?

Jadi, kalo kamu juga pernah lupa, semoga ini  mampu mengingatkanmu. :)

P.S: i found a very good article just couple weeks after i wrote this post. You must also read it peers. click here! :)

23.7.14

When you believe

This week's journey yey

It's 2.18 A.M in the morning, but as I'm still here, you know, I can't sleep..
Well, maybe I should killing my time here.. I've turned on my room's cooler, listening to music, and things similar to that.. Yep, being in cycle is really a bad thing in Ramadhan's month.. huf..

Hey..
Time is really one kind of a magic, I guess. You know what, It's been a month since my first day of holiday. And 23rd day of fasting! I know, days must have been passed really good until i didn't realize it at all :) 

I really thankful to You, Allah. 

These days, I have those people who always there taking care of me, company me, day to night, day to afternoon, night to morning, lucky enough right? :) Plus, in this holiday I have sort of things to do at morning to afternoon. Sometimes, I company my aunty in running her bakery business.. I'm not doing anything big, sometimes I just packed the cookies, hmm or had mixing some ingredients, also picking it to some places with my aunty. Though, sometimes I felt tired in the night, I never regret myself, because I'm feeling happy while doing it.. Except for the cats's disturbance in my aunty's house. There are 7cats in there.. Can you imagine how's my feeling? Even, there's one that ever disturbing while I'm praying.. You guys must know just how much I was frightened and holding so much of my fear.. ckckck --

Hmm, tonight.. I want to share something too
So, yesterday, I had a sudden little bit cheesy conversation with my mother. And what I wanna share with you is what's it about. I don't know what made my mom asked this to me, but suddenly,
"Kak, why do you have no boyfriend, until now?"
I'm not really took it serious, cause my mom ever asked me the same question couple time before.. But then, my mom continued her words.

 "..because, when you already in job's places, it will be kinda hard to look for it. You'll only have a small circle to communicate it. More over, if you already feel so much comfortable with your job. You'll start to think, that you're really a total independent woman, who doesn't need anyone to share your life with.. Many women have experienced that way.. You know that, right?"

I took a moment to consider what suitable answer for my mom. I told her that I had that kind of scary of being attached with someone. I don't like to trust anyone and being depend on them. I feel it's enough for me for just being an independent one for myself. Then, my mom continued her words.. "You don't need to be in relationship, being just two only with your boyfriend, mom also not really like that, but mom only want you to try knowing someone. try to know how's their personality. try to know how to trust person. try to maintenance things with someone. one day, you'll meet the best person to suit in your life. but one day too, you'll also meet that bad people, who will push you to your patience's limits, who'll scratch your heart with hurt, and leave you for some lessons in the future."

I know, 19 is still an early age for those stuffs. I should take my education at my first option. But, I know what my mother means. Later, I'm not only facing life through books, paper, or presentation. You know, world is wicker out there.. People with two faces are everywhere. And only some who show you their true color in your life... :)

I used to keep pushing away someone that I think I won't to stay with from the start. I used to let things be broken when it already took me down, I will just leave it without trying to fix them first. But, lately, I learn not to. Someone told me that I should try trusting people. Not being too arrogant, and looks strong outside. Try to say what I really feel. Yea, I want to fight for something which I know it will worth fighting for.. 

I remembered with what Ted from HIMYM says,
"When you believe in people, people come through."
And, I'm just still looking for the really right one :)

12.7.14

Ramadhan Kareem 1435


my life this week in a frame

WHOAAA I must have been abandon my Pile of Dust, right? hmmm, since I've done doing my chores's list, I think i can spend a little time here :)

So what has been happening these past days?
Actually, I had lotta things happened, but much of it, are about went to somewhere either with my family or my friends. It's holiday, so i think, i deserve enough to have it, even- I may deserve more! Hahaha, but however, alhamdulillah, thank you, Allah :)

It almost reach the 2nd week of Ramadhan's month. Times walk way too fast, don't you think huh? But it kinda gloomy at my home, since my brother can't joining this Ramadhan at home, since he has to follow his academic's regulation at Kediri. Also, most times, my daddy is going out from the city to have done his work. And my mommy and sister busy take care of the school's entrance. Pssst i tell you, my sister made a big success, alhamdulillah, she got accepted at 1 JHS (just like me), I'm really a proud sister ever. ;) And that's why,  i feel kinda lonesome most time. And, it's kinda hard for me to go outside, since there's no vehicle left when everyone goes out.

Hmmm, first week of Ramadhan i mostly spend at home, chatting, watching Running Man, watching World Cup at the night, Sahur, reading Quran with my sister, helping mum prepare the meals, cleaning the house, eating, sleeping, praying, picking up my grammy to check up --" Until, at Saturday I went out with Aho and Dinar, yehaa finally we met up after a year, dinar said, it's been soooo long rite? <3

Actually, we wanted to ride on Surabaya Heritage (a famous bus that will take you to some tourist's destination places in Surabaya) from House of Sampoerna. But unfortunately we didn't make it, because we ran out of the places :< So then, we just walked around and take some selfie with Aho's tongsis (nak gahoelz bet dah) After felt content of roaming around in there, we decided to go to Tunjungan Plaza, because Aho wanted to look on some shoes in there. And we spent the whole times there until breakfasting. Psst i didn't recommend you to do this, because it consumed much energies of your Sahur meals, you couldn't find any seats to relieve your legs even for a minute.. haaa :p

The next days, hmm, went quite bit absurd.. I just picked up my mommy to mall. My daddy to airport, with my brother, since my daddy took the morning flight, me and my brother watched the World Cup at car hahaha. And then, there was also The Election day, at 9th July, really curious (as always) about the result. I hope, whatever the result that come out, they will become the responsible President who will listen and care to their citizens.

yes, Fingers crossed.

26.6.14

Blessed sister ever!


It's like thousand times (aha, I know I'm too much in saying words), but Allah, it's true.. I'm just feeling so blessed of You for sending me four kind and inspiring brothers like them. Yeah, literally i only have one brother. The other three are sons of my uncle, but since we're growing up together, though we ever separated for some years because they lived abroad, we're close enough as siblings :)

So, there are two of my brother who currently living outside Surabaya. They are at Malang and Bandung. But there are still two who live at Surabaya. Like, I've been give them a hurry-curry condition, again and again, but they're always there helping me.

Sometimes, I asked about my subject to the youngest one. But most time, I ask for advice to the older one. Tehee, and I'm more closer to the older one. Yea, He's more friendly, he always picks me up, when I have event at ITS Pusat, he always picks me up, whenever I'm sick. He always invites to watch movie, though sometimes because he doesn't have a companion, and I never make any of my $$$ out :p I always can ask him many goooooood movies, or Korean variety shows, mostly is Running Man.

My this older brother is also so so sweet. Whenever he picks me in crowded place, he always waves his hands from distances, though I had see him coming! He said that "Yo takute kamu ga kelihatan Ka." and he never make me wait for more than 5minutes. And always waiting so patiently. (so different from the other three)

Different brother, different typical.
Now, it's my 3rd brother! He's kinda moody, sometimes he's so kiiiiiiiiind, sometimes then he's so evil. Sometimes he's so childish, sometimes then he's so father-soon-to-be. He likes treat me foods, but then calling me "Ndut", "Yek perutmu lho hahahaha." He always asks me to ask mom for sending him money! Geez. And he really can't wait something for a moment, i mean he's really really tidak sabaran. I often being left by him when he already promised to pick me up.
Hmmm, But recently, since he has new girlfriend, he becomes so..kind yet scary too =))  
Because, lately he always calls me "Ya, ada apa cantik?" "Suda di ruma cantik?" whenever I chat him. Grr

And the last one! It's the oldest one. And right now, he's currently living at Bandung for his study. He's the most friendly, smartest, and.. what to say? Up to date one. He has a really high pride and self confidence. But everytime he's at Surabaya, he's more likely his twin. He ever pick me up to hospital too when I'm sick. Yea, I could ask him about anything. He's the one who taught me to solve rubic without memorize the formulas. But It didn't work...krik haha.

Yea, that's all a glimpse about my brothers! And, btw, right now, they're already in the end of their college's life. Two are busy with their final project and two others are busy with their practical work.

There's nothing else but the best wishes, that I can give to you bro.
Lastly, Merci, brothers for always save my life! c:

21.6.14

First Outing Experience!


Hey peeps! ;)
This, time i'm going to share you about my quite-much-interesting experience! Which I just have done two days ago :) So I just followed an outing activity that held by my campus for an open recruitment to be their volunteer. And I must say... it was a nice first experience. Yeah, like, i really meet a new thing to try! Meet a total new environment, meet new friends, and heuh (finally) I'm out from my comfort zone.

This outing was held for three days. And it didn't take a long time (only about two hours/day) but in that such short time, i feel like, i got many things to learn. New spirit, new perspective, new friends, new togetherness, new feeling of having responsibility, and new feeling for caring. Mostly about, internationalization.

The first day, all the participants of outing got a great speech from Ms. Maria about the fact that our beloved country, Indonesia, have. She could hypnotized me enough to open my mind wider about internationalization, about facing the upcoming AEC in 2015, about my motivation for following this oprec. 

"you think your country has too many problems, but actually it's much muuch moree than THAT we already knew out there. They think the upcoming AEC is not a big problem, but actually yes IT IS. So, let's start asking from yourself first, have you ready enough to face it? It still few people who cares about this. There's only 98 out of 12.000 who think about this big matter. It's only 98 person out of 5% from 250k Indonesia's citizens who cares about this big matter. So if you say that you really love this country, this is your big job! At least to make your 11.902 other friends realize first! You're success in Internationalization if you already feel that you're in the same level with other people from another country. Students have a big role in this internationalization. Because, you're the lucky ones who can study in university. The future of your country is in your hands. So if your motivation are only to get SKEM, or to enhance your English skill, be wiser! You can take role more than that. And however, want or won't, this's the condition that you will face soon as the challenge of time. That's!"
That's only partly of what Ms. Maria said at the opening session on the 1st day, that's what I catch, mark, and remember. I must missed something there, but yeah, that's really a cool speech.
After got speech, the next agenda was, a presentation from a former in there, he told us about one of big event in there. After that we were divided into groups which one group consist of three people. fortunately I got group with one of my GERIGI's friend, Tommy from Ocean Engineering and also with a senior from Industrial Engineering, named mba Nola. We got the 4th Topic, so we need to plan one of the sub event. And presented it on the last day. And that's how, the activities on that day was ended. 

On the second day of Outing, Me, mba nola, and tommy made a deal to work our tasks in ITS's Library at 2P.M. In there, i also met others group. We brained storming our ideas and blend it into a final plan in there. Mba Nola was previously experienced in this field, since She was one year early in ITS, and she also know much about SME. And Tommy was a diligent boy one, he already made a blurry plan about it, so we could done it smoothly. Just need a final finishing about the presentation. Yay!

Because, that was still 4PM when I already done, and the 2nd Outing was held at 6.30 PM. I decided to wait at my big Uncle's home. I spend good time with my big aunty and older cousin, I cooked, chatted, ate, and watched film in there, wuhuuw. My brother told me some stories in there =)) (emhh, actually we were gossipping) hahaha. Time walks so fast in there and i still need to come for Outing, So i permitted to leave.

2nd day of Outing was fun! All time were spend for playing games! It method to know how's someone when they need to work on group. So, it more emphasized in how the team-work is in solving problems that given. The 1st was we got an issue and we're asked about the solution, etc. And then, we're given p**** and s****, yea it's more how we should be creative, unified, and have job desc for each of us :)

Last but not least.
It was the last day of outing. Quite unique experience for me, because this was my first time directly interacted with foreign students. Yea, I mean, I never really done this before. Have a group discussion with foreigner, and they were from Thailand!!! Ketjeh kan? You know right, just how hard is it to understand their speak? to understand their writing? But it wasn't. We could comfortably and smoothly speak with them, share with them, and they were really nice :) Also, sssst I got a group discussion with the beautiful ones! I mean, she's really beautiful! And they both are from Civil engineering. It's the same department with me!

courtesy: from twitter


After had session with ASEAN Camp's students, the Outing event was continued, it was time for presentation. I got so nervous, because i need to talk front of people, especially in English. Hrrrr, you must know how my hands and voice were being shaky.. =( I know i was really cupu!
Okayyyyy the rest stories were not really a highlight. I just made fun with people who sit nearest to me (don't ask who and what we were doing, haha) and guyss, that daay, the room was really extremely COLD! brr><

ok, bye

13.6.14

19th

Huy everyone!
Gonna share a quick and short post with you!
Sooo, I'm officially 19th years old noow!!! what a sad fact that my times in this world are getting shorter :-( After all, it was another blissful moments to cherish :D though, somehow i feel sad too bcoz some people forget about my birthday, but IT'S ZUPPA OKEEYYY, bcoz i still have some other, thinkiyuu all for the congratulations, wishes, surprises, and gifts. Wish i could be a better person ahead, aamiin ya rabbal alamin

The birthday cake with the BIG NOSE! :)

I got a cutie gift too! :)

8.6.14

They don't have to always understand

You know, latest week of college's life will always be the most hectic, sensitive, and tiring days to through :') People get mad easily. including me. Then they burst their anger to others, shouting to each other, or even turns into fight and traps in silent mode. No talks. No smile. No chatter and laughter. 

I don't know why do we do so? is it relieve all the hardship that we should get done? I don't even think so, in fact, it will take us into another level of stress.


I know, we get tired. We feel upset because things aren't as smooth as we've expected. But, that does not give us the right to treat other people bad, doesn't it? Our problem is our own. And other people do not always have to understand.

Because, everybody has their own problem to solve. When we think, they won't understand our condition enough, think back again, have you understand theirs completely? Not, right? We all never know what sorrow that others have inside their mind. Maybe, they're currently feeling hurt, lonely, rejected, failed, stressed, and many other emotions.

So, Here i give you an advice :) Firstly let's learn ourselves to be responsible for our own problems. Then, help the others when we still have ability. Simple, right? :)

26.5.14

D'village 2014.

                                     

First of all, let me take a deep-long-and heavy breath. Because right now I'm going to detonate you a story which actually would take hundred of papers to i retell on. So i would just make it as simplest as i can. Deal?

SOOO FINALLY, The good news is alhamdulillah D'Village ITS 2014 finally over successfully! Which means, all of those sleepless night, rushing on finish my task in almost every day, get home so late, not having much time with my family, wake up so early in every Sunday, etc, will over too! :')

I WILL DEFINITELY MISS THOSE BUNCH OF TOGETHERNESS MOMENTS when I can spend whole time working with my friends, preparing things to sell, going here and there for taking the consumption/buying something/picking something or someone, staying at campus until midnight, sending text, got a slur from the participant who's not satisfied with our work until my senior's crying, working behind the scene (being an admin) for the official twitter (honestly, this's what makes my phone not so quiet recently hahaha :p) and many others which I can't mention it one by one.. since it was too much.

In this kind of moment, I found how, kebersamaan adalah sebuah harga yang tak bisa dibayar hanya dengan materi. I realize how lucky am I to have friends like them. Aku ngerasain betapa pentingnya memiliki teman-teman yang bisa kamu andalkan, ataupun sebaliknya, mereka percaya kalo kamu bisa diandalkan. Lak katanya Bruno Mars seh, you can count on me like 1,2,3 and I can count on you like 4,3,2. 

Behind every hard time, you can see the true color of everyone. Kita bisa tau siapa yang selalu ada dan yang enggak, sapa yang mau ngabisin waktu sama kita bersusah payah, dan siapa yang gamau. Kita bisa bertukar berbagai macam hal. Cerita, tangis, tawa, kegalauan, kesedihan, kisah kasih, lagu kesukaan (jadi keinget barisan para mantannya Ica dan bibila) makanan, minuman, uang, bensin, dan yang paling penting adalah waktu bersama.

Dari yang pada suatu hari, tiba-tiba kami semua para MABA dipanggil ke lapangan volly,  terus dikasih tau, kalo D'village itu H-sebulan tapi publikasinya belum jalan sama sekali... layaknya negara api menyerang. kesibukan kami di kampus pun tetiba bertambah dengan kegiatan untuk persiapan dvillage. Setiap minggu pagi, kita jualan di Taman Bungkul.

Keinget banget, waktu itu diajak kaforkom TDku buat jengukin anak-anak TM terus cari-carian sama bebeb yuyung di diknas, pulangnya yuyung mau keruma ica sama jija buat nginep terus bikin dele disana, padahal udah malem :O Sualuut kok. Terus diceritain kalo disana anak-anak rame ikutan bikin, iri cila gapernah diijinin buat nginep.

Terus sampek akhirnya dvillage makin deket lagi, jualannya ga cuman jualan aja, tapi ditambahin ada garage sale, dan publikasi juga, di Bungkul nyebar2in pamflet sama Derai, udah hmmm gimana ya kita kan pemalu, pdhal pamfletnya cuman 20 lembar...tapi habisnya bs berjam-jam.... ya gimana lagi, kan anu, apa namanya, kita sambil disuruh meneliti, itu anak2 target kita nggak, SMA SMK.

Jadi, tiap ada perawakan2 ABG2 gitu, aku sama derai menggelar rapat kerja, itu perlu didatengin gakya hmm dikasik gakya, terus kalo kita sudah bikin kesepakatan, kita harus SKSD..SKSD gitu.. nanya nanya, aku pernah longor pek, kan ada gumbulan anak cowok, tak tanyai

 "dek kelas berapa" terus aku dngernya, mereka kelas 10. terus yauda aku langsung mulai promosi, tapi aneh, derai itu diem aja. Habis ngomong narasinya,
 aku tanya lagi, kamu kelas 10 kan? terus adeknya jawab,
"enggak mbak..kelas 7..." terus ya......

aku sanggup apa, aku cuman bisa ketawa, terus minta maaf... terus pas aku noleh derai, derainya uda ngguyu2.... terus ngasih tau, kalo dia dengernya itu emang kelas 7 =)) untungnya... urat maluku itu bisa disambung lepasin jadi...... aku berusaha melupakan......

padahal sebenernya aku nglintek.. terus nyadar, betapa irinya aku sama ular waktu itu yang bisa ganti kulit hiks hiks. OHYA, gak cuman itu aja. ada kenyataan pahit pek setelah membagi brosur2 itu. Masa pas kita jalan balik ke basecamp, kita nemuin warna-warni kertas kita di jalanan, terinjak-injak. VIX mereka keji. Sekarang aku tau rasanya jadi mbak-mas SPG </3 

Sewaktu promosi di Bungkul itu. ada mas2 dari sebuah sekolah yang mendatangi tempat kita berdiri, terus nanya2 gitu, katanya belum dapet posternya kita. Karena aku gatau apa-apa, yaudah terus aku nanya kestari, karena waktu itu Jatu blm bales, aku juga tanya Ovan (terus masa aku dibilang modus) --"

Setelahnya aku tau kalo itu uda dpt surat tp blm dpt poster, akhirnya aku sama Jatu berkelana mencari sekolahannya, and then ternyata gampang ditemuin. trs pdhal waktu dijalan itu kita uda gopoh2 dewe, soalnya masa kita kesana cuman bw poster tanpa amplop dan tetek bengeknnya. Kita bayangin pak satpamnya itu galak, TUnya ruwet, terus poster kita gakboleh ditempel. </3

Tapi ternyata, sungguh pek, suudzon itu tidak baik! Pak satpam.e iku wapikan tenan, uwunyu yo tu? koyok onde2? Jatu aja ngefans abis2an sama bapaknya, sampek d tweet pake emot org falling in lope! Gimana enggak? Bapaknya itu baik pol, gahoeelll, suaranya dalem, kalah wes afgan, dan trendy abis, kacamata hitamnya itu memantulkan pelangi, kayak kalo oli kalo kececeran di jalan raya itulo! joe taslim ga ada apa-apanya!

Hmmm pas dulu itu pernah juga pek. Kamu tau? Kelasku eker! Kenapa? soalnya ya, pas itu, dvillage itu udah yaaa... H-3 minggu apa berapa gitu, nhah, kan ada libur ya kuliahnya, nhah beberapa temen cowok kelasku itu, ada yang mau jalan2, terus egar itu nyindir2 kan, terus akhirnya kreess bentar kok tapi, habis itu yo, suangaaar cak tapi anak2 cowok itu, pas Minggu nya, padahal mereka jek ket nyampek, tapi tetep dateng jualan di Bungkul! Sangar gak? 

Terus... ada lagi ada lagi!
Kan waktu itu dibagi tim, buat roadshow ke sekolah2 lingkup Surabaya-Gresik-Sidoarjo ya. Nhah, kebetulan hari Jumat itu kelasku ga ada kuliah pas siang. terus tiba2 bosnya anak TCC masuk ke kelas. Gatau kenapa, tiba2 dia itu emosi. terus ngilokin yang tulisan ada di papan itu guyon. Yaudah, berhubung aku ga terima dibilang gitu, padhal niat nya kordesian itu baik, kita bersatu biar bisa kerja sama maksimal, malah dibilang guyon. Ya tak bilang, kita lo gak guyon. 

Ohya, aku sekalian mau klarifikasi, aku sedih lho, kalo kordesian selalu dianggap suka bercanda. Ya dibalik ketawa2nya kita, kita itu juga kerja. Gatau, ini sialnya kita apa gimana, tapi mesti kalo ada yang jelek2, kita itu ketangkep, padahal kita itu belum tau apa2. Udah 3kali kita dateng, jeg, diem, cuman berdiri dan ngelihat, terus kita dimarahi petinggi sesama kita. "Kalian itu udah tak bilangi berapa kaliiiii seeeeeeee" nadanya tuinggi. padahal kita itu baru aja ndek situ. Jujur aja, aku sedih, mungkin temanku yang lain juga, soalnya kesannya gimana gitu. Tapi, kita ngerti, mungkin mereka capek.

Oke lanjut! Yaudah, akhirnya pembagian timnya diperbarui. Kita dibagi sama rata. Ada yang ke daerah Gubernur Suryo. Sama ada yang ke daerah Margorejo. Waktu itu, aku kedapetan sama Tara, Vio, Derai, Hisyam, Arga, Palom, Riris, Yanuar, hayooo cil ada lagi gak?? Hmm kayaknya udah. Pertamanya kita itu kepisah, aku sm Tara, Vio, Riris, nunggu di depan RSAL. sambil nunggu kita kuliner lhooo, aku dibelikan getuk 10 biji pek sama Tara Vio. :D Yaudah habis itu kita datengin sekolah2 yang kita tuju. Kita ditolak, gara2 kesiangan lah, ini lah, itu lah. Terus kita selundupan lewat murid2nya, terus cowok2nya sholat Jumat. Ohya, yang lucu pas di SMA 10, temanku yang Yanuar itu kan anak kelahiran 1998, terus katane tmnku yang lain "Akhirnya Yanuar tadi ketemu teman sepantarannya" =)) 

Selesainya itu, kita ke.... Richeese Factory! And it was my first time. Lumayan lhoo, kalo kamu punya kartu pelajar/mahasiswa, langsung aja dateng smpk sblm jam 17.00, 7000 uda dpt ayam dengan level kepedesan yg bisa dipilih sesuai selera. Dan disini rame banget, aku aja ketemu temenku 3 dlm sehari! Nhaaahhh, wkwkwk aku gamau ceritain terjadi apa disini, tapi sungguhan sebenernya iki luwucu banget =)) Apalagi part nya Arga sama Hisyam. =))))))))))))))))))))))) Penasaran? Coba sendiri kesana we :p

Aduh aku capek cerita. Tak skip-skip in aja ya.

-Tender Cup-
Kan H-1 ya. berhubung aku jadi sie perkap, dan gabut banget. akhirnya aku nyari2 kerjaan, waktu sore itu, aku ke sekret, terus eh langsung dapet. aku disuruh nemenin Ismi buat ngeprint, mboooh buanyak pokoknya. Tapi, terahir2nya, aku ngeprint file2nya peserta, sendirian, soalnya Ismi itu masih nunggu file yang buat panitia selese dibuat. Aku pinjem motornya Egar pas itu, ke Orents, tmpt print deket kampus. 
Kan itu udah jam 5an ya, dan sebelumnya ak uda dtg kesitu sm Ismi. Dateng2 , mas-masnya sana itu juahat kok
"Lho mbak, ngapain se kok mbalek?"
"Aku mau ngeprint mas, buanyaak"
"Lho tapi kita gamau"
"Ayota massssssssss, tunjukin caranya, tak kerjain sendiri wis"
"Gak wes, tapi belikno nasgor 2 sek. yaopo?"
"Ywes gppa"
"haha gak gak mana se"
Terus akhirnya aku mulai menulusuri file-file laknat itu. Pas brangkat td aku uda nyatetin mana yang harus di print. dan pas dibukain, ya Allah, nggak terima 3-5 lembar ada yg nyampek 90 lembar u____u 
uda cuman bawa uang dikit banget........... terus tb2 belum separuhnya ngeprint, masnya bilang
"Wih sak rim mbak wesan"
"Sak rim brp lembar mas?"
"500 lembar"
"sumpaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah??? habis piro yo mas kiro2"
"300 rb paleng mbak"

Jeruk banget! Uang cuman hmm ga nyampek separuhnya. Akhrnya, ngprint2 file selanjutnya aku lebih mawas diri, dan galau. Bahkan masnya pun ikutan galau. eh terus tb2 di tengah2 suasana genting, Yunita tb2 muncul! Ya Allah,, bagaikan oase di tengah gurun pasir., SUMPAH TAMBAH BIKIN GALAU! akhirnya kita nelponin mbak dita sama Selma terus, kemriyek, trs kita sambil nyepiki 2 mas iku, promosi acara klosingg, terus maksa masnya  buat jd sponsorship, trs kita janji bakal masang fotonya guwedi alias buesar. tapi sumpah, masnya php kabeh kok -_-

Yaudah akhire selesai, waktunya itung2an. Aseli ya, masnya iku melete banget. Pas mejet2 kalkulator itu, eskpresine welek sok2an terkejut terus, trs nggremeng "158 ribu...." "179ribu..." terus aku sama bebeb yuyung panik2 dewe, dan berusaha ngintip2.
"MAS Habis piro?"
"dua ratus......................."
tapi gak kok gak. masnya guyu2 dewe. dan akhrnya kita sadar kita hanya ditipu. Saat2 terakhir itu spot jantung banget. Masnya, laknat kok. Bahkan pas kita mau keluar parkiran, kita yo digudo dipanggil2
"Mbaaaak mbaaak, ada seng ketinggalan"
"Mbak flash disk.e"

Tapi sori jeh, I'm not a fool, aku melihat flash diskku tergenggam manis ditangan utuk utuk :3
Karena, pikiran ku udah gak jernih dan tenaga ku terkuras gara2 sesi tes jantung. sesampainya di kampus lagi. aku ketemu Ovan, terus aku ditemenin ambil laptop, terus kita kabur, ya van ya? Nyampeeeek luama :D
Terus pas balek lagi, kita langsung bantu2 lg kok. Aku sih ngeprint2 sm Mbak ade, kalo Ovan gatau nempel2 apa gt sama selma.  Terus tetiba aku di jemput. dan yaudah aku pulang. nah ini longor lagi.
Pas nyampek rumah, aku rogoh2 sakuku. Dan aku menemukan kunci sepeda dan kunci kayak kunci pintu gitu, dan ternyataaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... :O :O itu kuncinya Ovan tak bawa pulang, untung banyak yang nginep di kampus =))

terus hari H. awalnya aku gabut. soalnya aku dpt shift habis makan siang. tapi pas kerja juga gak berasa kok, gabut banget. aku malah sering main sm bella, ovan, yuyung. jatu malah bisa bubuk lama. malah pas itu aku sisan bisa main volly sama Al sama widik, terus malah aku dapet kenalan baru, namanya Mamang (eehhh??) dan hari itu kuakhiri dengan lipet2 kertas kue, beli kertas yang kurang 10, dan bersih2 buat persiapan TCC besoknya! :D

TCC, BCC, Closinggg lebiiih puuuuuuuuuuuuecaaaaaaaahhh lagi. Capek-capek bareng. Jatu, Icak, Hendra, Arga, Cornel, Temon, Bebeb Yuyung, Dawas, Tiara, Bulb, Bibib, Derai, Vio, Sulal, Riky, Tara, Oni, Bangkit, Egar, dan lain-lainnya yang belum tak sebutin, tanpa mengurangi rasa hormat dan salutku sama kalian, kalian semua fix dan suwungguuuhhhh orang2 sangar! intinya hmmmmmmmm, lak katane wong jowo sih, aku tresno kare kowe. Yaaa Kapan2 kalo ada waktu, cila tambahin lagi ceritanya. Okeey? Nih bonus 2 foto yaa ;-)


Ngglendot waktu TCC


Diploma Sipil @ Makrab FTSP :D

Mungkin belum sepenuhnya. Tapi kita lagi belajar buat jadi deket satu sama lain kok. Ini masih awal. Awaaaaaaaaaaaaaal banget. Ada sebuah quote yang bilang, “Sometimes, reaching out and taking someone's hand is the beginning of a journey." dan bukankah kita udah pernah berpegangan tangan satu sama lain, 2 kali lhoo malaah! Waktu hari terahir OK2BK dan waktu kita MITnight. Iya kan? :D Aku yakin semuanya hanya masalah waktu dan kesadaran individunya kita sih ya. Seapatis atau diemnya orang, jangan lupa, kita pasti butuh orang lain, karena Allah pun sudah sampaikan itu. And as ridiculous as it may sound, sometimes all any of us need in life is for someone to hold our hand and walk next to us. Masalahnya, hanya tinggal siapa yang mau mengulurkan dan siapa yang mau diberi uluran tangan. Simple. Sooo after all, Makasih , dvillage 2014! In shaa Allah, see you again on next year ya :)

gonna miss you lots.