It's a Friday night, now. Trying to enjoy my time by doing things that makes me happy, relaxing in my bed, playing some games, listening to songs, taking a bath, applying my skincare, and et cetera. Till I stuck at this song, which always been, my kind of being broken heart in a poetic way, since a long-long time ago. It was beautifully said.
Can you take a guess?
....
Over time our wires crossed
Well you changed and truth got lost
All the things I would change if we could only rewind
You were a moment in life that comes and goes
A riddle, a rhyme that no one knows
A change of a heart, a twist of fate
Couldn't fix it, it's too late
'Cause we don't, we don't need to talk about this now
Yeah we've been down that road before
That was then and this is now
The crowds in my heart they've been calling out your name
But it just don't feel the same
I guess it's over, yeah we're done
....
I remember how I used to mumble "Baby, I'm Yours" by Arctic Monkeys while thinking of you. I don't know but your existence somehow radiance that good feeling in me. You are a blessing to me, in a way I can't put into words. I thank to God that you are part of a chapter in my book.
Every time I spend with you, time feels slow down and I can take a break for whatever flood that raging in an un-normal way. Maybe you know it, or you don't, because you enjoy yourself pretending that you are not. Well cause practically, I've been trying to let you know that I am.
But those times feels like a long time ago. Now, it's time to take the serious matter, seriously. I got to admit that somehow life is getting boring and changing. But this time I really have to let go those paradoxical moments of being with you and hope it will slip away.
Maybe
This is the time,
time to let the riddle unanswered.
R.
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