Picking My Shoes.

The process to find it is like the journey to find a pair of new shoes. It goes through several windows shopping, deep conservation, collecting confidence that you'll found what you like if you keep searching, and many many disappointment if the whole searching process ends with no matching with your expectations.. 

Finding a pair of new shoes is not an easy job. Because, I have to find what really fits in me, including the size, color, model, comfort, and probably the price. It will end up hurting our feet, if it's too tight and far from comfort if it's too loose. 

There is this theory that comes in mind, when I met these shoes. Let's say, they are a perfect pair of leather shoes. They look fancy, they would probably look decent for every of my occasions. Leather shoes are well known for its durability and comfort. So I give a try and buy them at last.

Then what happened?

Those shimmering details doesn't feel as good as what I've imagined. It feels a bit uncomfortable for several early times I wear them, it takes some troublesome ways to take care of it, they may look good and suit for my appearance, but there will always that too much or too less.

Well, it works the same with relationship. It takes effort and time to finally fulfilling the expected expectation. It through so many adjustment to finally feel content or still not content in some moments. But that doesn't mean that the love you choose doesn't worth your decisions. You've counted it all, since the beginning. You know, it will make you feel good and not good at the same time, but- you still choose it instead. You finally know, that there is no perfection, maybe it looks appealing but it doesn't give you the comfort you seek, or well maybe the reverse.

I realize that, the process of finding the perfect shoes would never come to an end, because there is no such a thing as perfect, and I will keep just looking around, if I am not taking any decision to pick my most favorite pair of shoes and just give it a try. 

At last, I try to choose it and let it be my company. I want us to walk together and cherish the journey. From the happiest to the saddest. I want enjoy the rain and summer together.