Regards from 'Ibu Kota'!

Alhamdulillah, finally I able to spend some times to share at this page! This page supposed to be my daily diary, but lately it becomes harder to share things in here. I just read lines at twitter this morning which said, "the older I get, I prefer to get a privacy rather than an existence". I would be so much agree..

Well, actually, not all the things that we share is in order to gain an existence and no guarantee that it would be less privacy if we share things too, but more to, "not everything should be shared to the world anyway". But sometimes, it's only as simple as we want to have a chit chat with our friends, or it becomes our getaway to reduce stress within our self which sometimes could be a bomb if we keep it for ourselves, or all of that is only as simple as we want to freeze a moment and memories.

Following my previous post, now I am already in charge in a new place, which miles away further from home than before. Yep, now I am currently living at Jakarta. Here, I am living with my other twelve team mates and hopefully we will get better day by day. we live in a comfy big house. We could afford a good food every day. We live safely from rain and sunny days. Alhamdulillah. I am here only for some months until I depart to the actual site of the project which placed at Jember and Sumbawa. But I still haven't known where I'll be placed. But as long as I still have the chance, (I'm still 24 years old, single, so it's okay I guess hahaaha), where ever it is I'll try to accept it with a big heart insya Allah, cause it's also Allah's option, hopefully I could be trusted and develop my self more. Also, I wish it could be finished well- as soon as possible, aamiin.

I ever feel a bit 'hard' to be here at first, because I need to re-adapt and be a half-full glass again. Even, until now I'm still struggling. I'm still learning to be thankful to what I've got today. Sometimes, I feel so much lucky to get the chance to experience all of these. Going to many places, meeting so many people, learn so many new things. I know, I should be grateful, even if sometimes it feels so hard to do so. Even if sometimes, it gets me in my lowest point in life. Even if sometimes, I have to do things which still beyond my reach. But yet, I still have to be thankful to The Almighty. I only able to wish, may tomorrow everything is going to be better & better. Cause, to whom I ask if not to my Only Creator?

Wish us luck! and see you!

Best regards,

R.